I should have seen this coming but I didn't see it this quickly. Physically I've declined. I take longer to do things and require assistance. I have a walker, raised toilet seat, shower chair, and wheel chair. A hospital bed will be coming shortly. I miss my ability to go to the bathroom by myself. My dad's "solution" was that I should wear adult diapers when I was travelling. I'm not there.
I have no clue what the future will bring. I do not know if God will choose healing here on earth or death. I do not know when... but I do look forward to heaven.